Beauty today

Live my life all night

1 Nov , 2019  

My head hurts it’s literally 1:45 in the morning, not even lying, and no matter how hard I try. I can’t honestly right now. I took like a five and a half hour nap today and now I literally cannot sleep. So I figured why not like get something good out of this instead of watching YouTube for the entire night, it might as well do something productive, also high school tomorrow. Well pretty much today like clean my room. My room is absolutely disgusting right now, I’m not even kidding my room has never been this nasty okay, my rooms, like always kind of messy but like this, is bad.
Like it’s a problem like even I can’t stand it and like it’s. My room like this is embarrassing, but whatever you know what I’m going to take the rest of the night and clean my room ink, it is so freaking perfect, it’s gonna look so good after that. I’m gonna plan out my entire life. Once again, I’m like Haley fam wanted me, so I bought a bullet journal and kinda like plan out my life. I also bought nice little markers. I don’t really have anything else planned, but you know when you wake up in the middle of the night in gun, stairs and drink water. You just like feel like going down your system and it’s like I just experienced that also. I should probably do some schoolwork, but might not right because um also, let me just bring it first, that game my English class. I don’t do any of the assignments, I’m probably never even there, and it took a test today and I literally only missed one question like if my teachers gonna yell at me for not doing my assignment. But I can still only miss one question on the test. Excuse me, I think I’m doing just fine. I don’t need to write an essay. I don’t need to do what else do you do in English? I don’t need to read any books. Okay, I’m fine! Sorry! I just got really heated out of nowhere, but school. Just does that to me you know so so I guess I should start leaving my room also. I should have cleaned my room a long time ago, but I’ve been so busy that I literally have not had time to do that at all, so I’m just gonna have to do it all tonight and just like make it look really good.
I’m sorry also. I just started going to the gym at like 5:00 in the morning, so that leaves me with three hours to get my life together. So we’ll see how this goes and it’s like storming right now, like it’s pouring down rain and there’s like thunder, so I’m kinda scared and that’s all I have to say. Okay, let me just like show you my room, so you can see what we’re dealing with here. What the situation is, because I don’t think you really understand how bad this is like. This is a problem. This is unhealthy to live like this, and I’m very embarrassed to show this to you like. I don’t even want to do this, but like whatever I don’t even care whatever I had to do for the views. Okay, so this is my room. Please don’t yell at me: Mom, please, don’t make love um, so we’re gonna get to cleaning and fix my entire life. My brain cells are deteriorating. Okay first thing, I’m gonna do is take everything off my bed um. This is my bed. This is rice sleep. It might be wondering. How do I sleep if I have stuff all over my bed? Let me just show you how I sleep at night, yawn acutely moved from that spot unless I wouldn’t hit my head on something okay. So how am i doing? Okay, so first thing I’m gonna do is take everything off my bed and then it picks my bed so I’ll be able to sleep, even though I’m staying up all night to do something that I can do during any time of the day and then afternoon It’s my floor. In fact, this is my school laptop, but I never use it because it’s very school, so I don’t use it so I keep it in that drawer right there and it’s been in there since last year. Okay, now that my beds made I’m gonna making progress here also, I don’t know if you saw all of my blankets and that’s because I like to sleep with blankets all over me, but not like. On top of me, like on the side of me cuz, I just feel like I’m sleeping and like a cloud, and I just like so comfy, so usually I keep like all four of these blankets on my bed, so my bed never really looks like that I just kind of have blankets on my bed like that, so I really put my gets back on there so that when I’m ready to go to sleep I’ll be able to you become free that blue blanket doesn’t really match.
But I don’t really care sit down Looks better okay! Now, I’m just gonna fix my floor I feel really good about this Obviously, I’m gonna have to do laundry and then I’m too scared to walk downstairs to put those in the sink So now I’m gonna do that Oh it’s! Like 3:30 in the morning, so that’s really fun, I’m just so confused because I’m exhausted but like if I try and go to sleep, I’m not gonna be able to, and that really hurts my feelings I need to be waking up in like an hour and a half’s I might as well just like stay up not like I’m so tired Also, I haven’t even touched My bullet journal It’s still sitting right there and I haven’t done anything You know I’m just not Gon na go to the gym and I’m just gonna sleep in until like 6:30, oh there’s something about having a clean room, I’m just like sleeping in like a bed That’s like made your bed so good! Oh, did I tell you that I dropped my camera Yeah, I dropped my camera earlier and it like broke up really my paypal link in the description, so I can buy a new camera, so please don’t eat so I can buy a new camera Also, I’m sorry to feel like sick, like I feel like I’m gonna throw up or something I don’t I really just want to go to sleep Be me trying to get my life together and, like I just literally can’t, but at least I clean my room, you know, like that’s good news My head hurts so bad okay, you know what I’m just gonna try and go sleep, but like okay, I’m scared to go to bed and then like wake up super super late and like not be able to go to score Like do anything else like if I might as well just like stay up and not sleep at all, but then like doing that, just sounds like actual death What am I even saying? I don’t know what anyways I’m just gonna go to sleep now I love you Sorry, it was really short Okay, goodnight bye, tell me, make things so complicated see the way somebody else gets me frustrated life’s like this, you be falling crying taking David again,


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Live my life all night

1 Nov , 2019  

Hi everyone welcome back to my channel, so I like to see straight now and my cats being really annoying. I think it’s time for him to go as I was saying. Ok, so I look really bad right now, but that’s because it’s almost 1:00 a.m. – and I can’t sleep – oh so my allergies are really bad. So if I something like sick or whatever that’s why, but I can’t sleep and my life is a mess and if I’m talking really quiet it’s because everyone’s sleeping, so I have to be kind of quiet, but my life is a mess.
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